Assignments, finals, I.AM.DYING.OVER.HERE! duhhh.. Everything is just too stressful! been sleeping real late and wake up early lately. Worst month ever. Been having headache everyday now. lack of sleep and too stress I guess. Stress is never a good thing for everyone and to me, it is one of the worst thing! I tend to eat when I'm stress! >=/ I'm gonna be so fat by the end of the semester weh if this continue AND I got no time for gym! Full time married to assignments till the last day of the assignments submission. Thn, after tht finals! aikss.. no break till December. Jst dun let me fall sick pls *fingers-crossed*
They said everything happened for a reason. Is getting your heart broken one of the reasons as well? Yes, that exactly the consequences that I will be going through IF you choose to be in that scope. I guess you don't reli think about it huh? Meeting people is different than to know and trying to be committed to them alrite! Get it right! How would you like it if you have to face about the same negative issues over and over again? Don't promise too much, coz some promises are meant to be broken. Plus, its not about trusting issues as well. You might think that I'm selfish, inconsiderate, not understanding but have you really think about how I truly feel? Don't just think based on ur perception, think about mine as well. I'm tired of arguing regarding the same things over and over again. Maybe you're right, I don't understand how an "art" student think. There are barriers between us after all. Maybe this whole thing is a mistake. I'm just trying to protect myself from getting hurt. why can't u understand that? I'm sick and tired of doubting all the time! Don't be surprise that to the certain extend, I might just give up and let everything go! It's alrd bad enough that I have to keep everything low profile and now I have to face shits like this as well?! I'm sorry but I still couldn't accept it! and I dun think I'll be able to accept it in future as well. I don't want to think about it anymore. I rather being hurt and end everything now, rather thn continuously getting hurt till... forever... I can't take it of feeling uneasy all the time. I am only human. My heart can feel pain and curing a broken heart isnt easy. YES! I can leave! I can let go! even its the most precious and valuable things to me IF I've been push to my limits.
*GrEaT! Now, I'm not only stress but moody as well! Fts! Fml! I'm gonna go run before continuing my hardcore assignments. Sigh! Sad life!*
-E.N.D-
