Never felt a priority ◕︵◕

To be crying yourself to bed is the worst moment ever! coz the reason you fall asleep is not because you want to sleep but its because you're tired to be crying all night long. 

Is it worth it? to be shedding tears just because of a person?  

Should I say enough and put a full stop to everything?

Is this even the right choice?

Importance? Priority?

Can we still stay strong and keeping it ongoing? 

So many questions without any obvious answer (-.-)

"Actions speak louder than words"

"Don't let yourself shed tears for someone that don't make a reason to stay"

Gosh! LISA! You got to STOP thinking already! Put all those things aside! Remember whats the priority for now! Sickness hit you at this very moment is already bad enough, pls dun make the condition of your body gt even worst! 

A tired soul ◕︵◕

Assignments, finals, I.AM.DYING.OVER.HERE! duhhh.. Everything is just too stressful! been sleeping real late and wake up early lately. Worst month ever. Been having headache everyday now. lack of sleep and too stress I guess. Stress is never a good thing for everyone and to me, it is one of the worst thing! I tend to eat when I'm stress! >=/ I'm gonna be so fat by the end of the semester weh if this continue AND I got no time for gym! Full time married to assignments till the last day of the assignments submission. Thn, after tht finals! aikss.. no break till December. Jst dun let me fall sick pls *fingers-crossed*

They said everything happened for a reason. Is getting your heart broken one of the reasons as well? Yes, that exactly the consequences that I will be going through IF you choose to be in that scope. I guess you don't reli think about it huh? Meeting people is different than to know and trying to be committed to them alrite! Get it right! How would you like it if you have to face about the same negative issues over and over again? Don't promise too much, coz some promises are meant to be broken. Plus, its not about trusting issues as well.  You might think that I'm selfish, inconsiderate, not understanding but have you really think about how I truly feel? Don't just think based on ur perception, think about mine as well. I'm tired of arguing regarding the same things over and over again. Maybe you're right, I don't understand how an "art" student think. There are barriers between us after all. Maybe this whole thing is a mistake. I'm just trying to protect myself from getting hurt. why can't u understand that? I'm sick and tired of doubting all the time! Don't be surprise that to the certain extend, I might just give up and let everything go! It's alrd bad enough that I have to keep everything low profile and now I have to face shits like this as well?! I'm sorry but I still couldn't accept it! and I dun think I'll be able to accept it in future as well. I don't want to think about it anymore. I rather being hurt and end everything now, rather thn continuously getting hurt till... forever... I can't take it of feeling uneasy all the time. I am only human. My heart can feel pain and curing a broken heart isnt easy. YES! I can leave! I can let go! even its the most precious and valuable things to me IF I've been push to my limits. 

*GrEaT! Now, I'm not only stress but moody as well! Fts! Fml! I'm gonna go run before continuing my hardcore assignments. Sigh! Sad life!*

-E.N.D-

Assignments hardcore! ◕︵◕

안녕하세요 ! I'm here to update my bloggie again =) Been busy for the past few days, rushing and stressing out myself till wanna die! And all thanks for the freaking literature review! >< Its just a lit review and it already gave us such a hard time. You know what makes me feel like flipping table? Just few hours before the submission time, I realized that the journals that I picked wasnt reli a journal article! So, I gotta re-do all over again!!! ok, not all, just the results and discussion part. Thats enough to stress me 99 d! I din even sleep that nite, been rushing searching for 3 more journals, analyze it and re-do it! Damnit la! If its not a journal articles, thn dun put it in the database la =( Completely zombified during 8am lectures. Not entirely focusing in class.. *le sigh* I got even worrier nw as what i'm gone through is just for a literature review, NOT the entire research paper yet! Look at us weh, everyone so stressful, and looks dead jst because of it. So.... during the actual research paper gonna expect the worst? worst then this?! =.= I hate research! Hate it since the first time I'm being exposed of doing a research paper, which is during my final sem in foundation. Well, at least during that time, its not an individual work! 2 people in a group. So, the burdened was shared! But this time its different.. its harder. Each person doing their own research paper! No matter what, gotta need to survive this! survive this subject! Never want to see it again or worst, do the whole research paper again!! Pray hard, study hard, kill it hard! Gambateh! Gonna start the next assignment next week after we collected all the information. Deadline is on the 19th of October! Pls pls pls, treat me well. *cheers*

Making the right choice ◕‿◕

Sigh, sometimes I wish that I can read mind! Life would be much simpler and less complicated, don't you think so? Its reli hard to know what people think sometimes and its even hard to get them to tell out the truth. Well, some people la, not all. I know that truth sometimes can be hurtful but its always the best. I'm not you, so I dunno what are you thinking and, I can't read mind! So, tell me the truth, would u? simple as that. Hmmm....

*Next*

OH! and u know what? I've taken Korean Language as my electives for this semester and so far.. its driving me crazy!! Damn complicated language, I tell u! Too much vowels and mostly sounds the same to one another, I don't even know how to freaking differentiate it. PLUS! the writing, one more thing! Its killing me!! Sigh! why would I choose Korean again? I should have chosen Mandarin at the first place la. Something that I'm quite familiar with. My timetable for other compulsory subjects already so pack and why on earth makes me think that I have time to learn a whole new language?? aikss.. now I gotta struggle 99 to survive this semester. Seriously, I'm so dead la this time (T^T)

In a few weeks time, gonna start my hectic life. Assignments gonna rush in real soon! Oh no! All sleepless night and stress. Sigh. Gonna expect me repeating "Imma die" more often on that period of time. LOL! Typical me. BTW! I finally decided that..... AM NOT GOING TO UK FOR MY FINAL YEAR! Yeay =D ?? or awwww =( ?? gonna complete my degree here in Taylors, in Malaysia. why? well, few reasons actually and one of it because of the subjects? =P Ain't gonna do journalism there. I'm not gonna go UK and study something that I'm not interested in. Plus, there are something much MuCh MUCH more important to me here and my family is one of it. I guess I still couldn't leave my comfort zone huh? Hmmm... yeap, my decision is finalize unless........ something happen that made me change my mind? well, I hope not. =) I finally found reasons to stay and I reli do hope that I will never found a reason to leave here for UK. So yea, call me stupid for not grabbing the opportunity but if u ask me, I'll say that its definitely worth it to stay and complete my degree here. *cheers*

New semester ◕‿◕

Semester 3 just started! Went for the first class on the 29th August 2012 and it was... errr.... boring? As usual huh? I almost fell asleep! Lost concentration on the first day itself. I need to survive for the whole semester weh! How could I lose my concentration on the first day of class?!!? >< I need to have more concentration and less distraction in class in future. Though, I doubt it. LOL! Timetable isnt that pack actually but still classes ended at freaking 7.30pm on Wednesday and Thursday. *sigh* oh and between classes there's actually 4 hours break! What am I suppose to do in that 4 hours la? =( BUT! I'm still thankful that I dun have any class on Monday and Saturday. Yes, there's actually Saturday class for some people and all because of the stupid electives subject. Majoring this semester, therefore, gonna get separated with some of my friends cz different major d. Aikss... Felt unwilling =/ However, we still have 1 lectures class together. Oh well, at least something better than nothing at all, rite rite? Be thankful =) Orh! And I seriously need to get started with my gym session ASAP! 1 whole month without gym, I edi feel so fat! arg! FML! ='( Thinking to lose more weight? hehe.. maybe a little bit more la kk? Not so much, just a few more kg and then gonna start maintaining. No matter what, never gonna let myself gain any more weight! I can definitely do this! When there's a will, there's a way. So, Lisa GAMBATEH!!! *cheers* =D

Stay calm and be strong ◕‿◕

Sometimes I wonder, why do I think too much? Like seriously over think. What the caused of this again? to be more conscious? more careful? or is it because of the past experienced? I don't know wthr its healthy to over think or nt. Creating stress and worry out of it. Busy or not, I'll still think. I'm talkative when I'm in a good mood and if I'm not, its either I'm having mood swings or.... unnecessarily thinking about stuff, important stuff to me. Sometimes I just feel like slapping myself for thinking too much, scared the hell out of me! >< *self-slap* A lot of things happened lately. I don't even know how to express it out. Terrible mixed mood! woah O_O Can die of depression weh! Therefore, I realize that I gotta need to overcome this before anything bad happened to me T.T

*Next*

The weirdest thing happened to me yesterday. Still find it so random! and... WEIRD! Over-friendly? or just plain weird? ok, I thank u for giving me and my sis compliment, though my sis still doesnt know about this. Forgot to tell her..LOL! PLUS! we doesnt look like a Taiwanese girl la weh! So, stop assuming that we're from Taiwan =.= And after that, u asked for my contact's number and where I stayed? then even asked for hangout? Like seriously?! I never seen u before wehh!!! and I'm pretty sure that my sis don't even know you. Ok, if u're a guy, then its normal, though I'll still feel uncomfortable. A stranger asking so much about my personal detail. It freaked the hell out of me >< Just because u're one of our customers, I couldnt say more. Just stand there, took ur order, answers ur questions and smile. No matter what, I still need to smile =.=

*moving on*

New sem about to start. 1 week ++ more. And.... I havent even prepare anything yet for the upcoming semester =( Need to buy formal clothes, high heels, and some stationery. The mood of buying stuff isnt there yet. Sigh. 1 month passed quite fast. Need more holidays? errr.. maybe not la. 1 month is fine, too long I'll die of boredom! I heard that our next sem break gonna be 4 months break! Again! Its like one semester d weh. Hmmmm.... Screw that first la, need to survive next semester then only think about what to do during that freaking long break. I guess my shopping time will start in a few more days time. Daddy's coming back for Raya break! woot woot! =D The most important guy in my life! I miss you, daddy! Can't wait for u to come back and spend most of my time with you. Forever my priority =) No matter what, he'll always be there for me and pamper me the most. No matter how old I am, I'll still be his sweet and innocent little girl =) Whereas my mom? Understands me the best. No one will ever know best about me and what I'm thinking rather than my mom =) Yea, I'm not only lucky bt blessed to be their youngest daughter ♥ ♥ ♥ Alrite, I'm done updating for the day. *cheers*

Results? ◕‿◕ Insecure? ◕︵◕

Results out! Finally out. I've been waiting for it since the first week of my sem break. How was it? Seriously, I'm happy with my results. Managed to maintain and improve my cgpa. Thank God for that. Those sleepless nights and being away from the family during my own birthday are all worth it after all. Next semester starts on the 29th of August. Why not just start the new sem after Independent Day instead la? sigh. Anyway, I'm gonna study harder for next sem. Its a promise I made to myself. Its gonna be tough juggling all 7 subjects in a sem but I'm gonna give my best shot at it. Next sem will be busier I guess? Oh well.. Giving out something in order to achieve something. I'm going to make sure that it will definitely be worth it *fingers-crossed*

The feeling of insecurity is what I'm worry about. Yes!! feeling neglected, uncared, unconcerned, unimportant! I shouldnt have feel this way. And everytime, when I finally found a reason to not feel that way, I tend to feel it again a few days later. This is bad! I cannot live my everyday life feeling this way.  What should I do to overcome this? Sigh! This is so pissing me off. Now I wonder, will it have a good ending? a positive ending? like how I wish it would be? At the same, I reli scared of getting my heart broken again. It gonna took me forever to heal it and the process of healing is not easy. Hmm... maybe too much competitors? or maybe I was just thinking too much? Typical me! but its not wrong to over think. Its just make me more conscious. Sigh. How I wish that feelings have an on and off button. "Mutual trust. Loyalty. Honesty." Been trying to keep this with me all the time, hoping that this would help. Well, I don't know. There are million of things running in my mind right now. Doubts, uncertainty, concerns but no answers to all that. Not even one! I failed! I'm such a failure, I know!! For once, just once! Can I have a happy ending? only once, can I? Is that even too much to ask for? I know that everything happens for a reason, but sometimes I just wish that I know whats the reason is, without having to wait in order to find it out. And u know what? I don't think that I'm good enough. Maybe I don't deserve it after all? Argg! Just kill me already la! FML! =( All the negatives aura around me are getting stronger. What should I do? What should I do now?! I need consultation, guidance, ways, solutions. #heartache #collapse #sigh

Short post ◕‿◕

Good morning people! =) My sem break is coming to an end? soon! Time passed when u're having fun? HAH! ok la, sort of I guess. LOL! And................! I CAN'T STOP MYSELF TO KEEP ON LOGIN INTO TAYLOR'S STUDENT PORTAL! checking for results >< Ok! I'm scared to know about my finals exam's result but at the same time, I still wanna find out! Taylor's, just release it already, will you? =( The longer I wait, the worrier I get weh. aihhhh.. Some said results will probably be release by this week? So, that gonna make me login into Taylor's portal more often then. LOL! 

*Moving on*

I miss my baobei ='( The feeling that you get when something/someone that you really love is no longer with you. I can't say that I'm fully recover now. 10 years!! Isnt something that can be forgotten just like that. Therefore, I still refuse to get a new puppy. Yea, I love dogs but I still couldn't accept a new 1, replacing him. Not now, not so soon. Time will heal everything, I dunno when but apparently it will. I think I'll stop here. Sorry for the short update. Got nothing more to pour out here. Till the next update then. *cheers*

Leave? Stay? IDK! ◕︵◕

Dilemma! I hate dilemma! Friggin' hate dilemma! Make me so damn stress to even think about it. So, should I go or should I stay? no matter what my decision is, there's still consequences, pros and cons. Its like my heart has been divided into 2. 50% of it asking me to just go! Its an opportunity and experience that I should NOT missed! and another half of it asking me to stay, saying that are u sure you are tough enough to face the world there? being apart frm your family? being apart from...*uknowwho* sigh! Every single time I think about it, I gt headache. I know I think too much, I worry too much, I scare too much but hey! I dun wan to have any regrets, therefore, I consider everything. I need to finalize my decision by the end of semester 3 which is on December this year! Few more months for me to decide. Yea, 1 year might not be that long. Some even say, "1 year only ma. Very fast de la." but still, Im worry that I could not cope myself there. I never actually left my comfort zone. Left hometown, left my parents for uni in KL but I still have my bro with me there. My sis, bro-in-law and even my cousin once live with me there too. So, it can be said that, I never actually left my family. I'm still living in my comfort zone. This time is really different. I have no1 there, well except for my friends, IF they decided to go. Majority of my relatives asking me to go and my mom is like dun want me to go. sigh! How now? I really dunno hw to decide weh. hmmm... maybe I should go la hor? aihhhhh.... Damnit!!! I cant finalize it now. No confident. Too much concern. FML! I guess time will show me wthr I should really go or should I just stay here. I only hope for 1 thing which is, no matter whats my decision in the end, I will not regret for making that choice. *fingers-cross*

A post without pictures and quotes, just words! ◕‿◕

Updating bloggie again. Sem break started about 2 weeks ago, and now only I have the time to update my blog =.= Sorry guys, I've been busy. Been helping my sis right after I finished my finals for 2 weeks. It was ok at first, but then I fell sick. Sucks! I know! it was too freaking cold there. Guess, I couldnt take it. Oh well, its over d as she's back. Finally gt my breaks! Though, I'm still not sure when exactly my new semester starts. O.O Its either the last week of August or... the first week of September. Will figure it out soon la, I hope. hehe. Woke up without an alarm today and... I feels great! I dun even remember when was the last time I woke up without an alarm. Finals and assignments are giving me a serious eyebags and dark circles. I need to get rid of it. Sigh. Anyway, din do anything much today. Just stay at home and be lazy instead. LOL! only fr 1 day la k? After all those tiring weeks, asking for a day to be lazy isnt too much. I deserve it =P Since I got nothing to do today, I started to think about my results weh! D= Kinda worry for that 1 particular subject. Aikss.. pls pls pls, just let me go. Let me pass!! *fingers-crossed* Mom asked a lot about Japan trip today. I'm reli sorry but I got no mood to actually look and compare all the schedule yet. LOL! Only for 1 day, let me do nothing. So, I'll compare tmr then. hehe. It's already passed midnight! =O So, my day to be lazy had jst ended. Gonna wake up early later. Living in a healthy lifestyle. I need to start sweating again. Need to maintain.! Ok, my eyes are getting tired. So, might just head to bed nw. Good nite people, see ya in my next update! *cheers*

It's finally OVER! ◕‿◕

Hello people of the world! =) Am here to update ze blog again. I'm finally free!! FrEeDoM!! at last!!! semester 2 is finally over! Today was the last paper of my finals exam. It was a really tough week for all of us. I mean this semester is all about theory, theory and theory. I was so worried that I might get mixed up with all those theory and would even apply it wrongly. This few weeks, I've been very freaking stress about assignments and also finals but thank God its over now. I can finally have a sweet sweet sweet dream! I'm so deserve for a good rest. I cant even sleep well because of finals. Sigh, eyebags and dark circle are coming back. =( Anyway, last paper ended at 10am. As soon as I walked out from the examination hall, I felt that a huge burden had finally been lifted up. Damn relief weh! Planned to meet up with my besties later for movies! We seriously need to de-stress. Going back hometown the next day. I miss home =( Used to be back every week but because of finals, I stayed here for 2 weeks even though it was my study break. Hometown is NOT the best place to study. Too much distraction. It was my first time celebrating my birthday without my family though. Still, I'm luckily enough to have my awesome bunch of friends. It turn out to be not so emo birthday afterall. I'm glad.. Seriously am. Thanks a bunch =) So...... the best part after ur finals is..... SEMESTER BREAK! 1 whole month of it babeh!! I am so gonna appreciate every single free day that I'll have before starting a hectic uni life again. Semester 3 gonna be tough, I just knw it! I mean 7 subjects in a semester, what do u expect?! hmmm... As for now, I'm not gonna think about anything else, not about sem 3 or even finals exam result. Now, its all about relaxation! Enjoying! and releasing stress! Alrighty then, Imma stop here, going out soon with my besties <3 <3 <3 yeay! *cheers*

Happy 71st Birthday, Grandma! ◕‿◕

"YEAY!!" LOL! *more pictures available in my fb page* =)

So, yesterday was my grandma's 71st birthday dinner. At first, I thought that I'm gonna be late but actually not. hehe. thanks God for that. Reached there at about 7.15pm and we are not the last 1 to reach. hehe. Yesterday night was fun. We had a great time together, laughing and joking around. I swear our table was the most noisy table weh. Well, I think because we are all youngster lor. haha. uh, did I mention that the theme was red? Yes! RED! Sons, daughters and grandchildren were supposed to wear RED! It was so Chinese New Year-ish mood weh. Last min went to Pyramid just to find a red cheongsam. Luckily managed to find it or else I dunno what am I supposed to wear. lol. AND thank God nobody among us wore pink or else I'm gonna be so freaking emo. why? cz I saw a pink colour Cheongsam that look so freaking cute and pretty. I was in love with it the moment I lay my eyes on it. Its so hard to not bought it weh. I feel so bad to have chosen the red 1 over the pink. Sigh, y cant the theme be pink instead? Oh well! hmmm.. My sis and I were forced to sing on stage by my grandpa! like seriously! singing in front of everyone. Now that the first time I did that. I got so nervous, I can feel my whole body shaking edi. More "gan cheong" then presentation. Not to mention, how embarrassing it was. but still, new experience for me and my sis. haha. Since im following my bro back this weekend, I guess Imma follow him back to KL as well. I need to study for finals thr, not in hometown. Coz I cant seems to study here weh. Too much distraction. I need to be alone to make me actually focus and study. So yea! We gonna leave hometown tonite after my cousin's birthday dinner. AGAIN! DINNER! DAMN! This weekend, I feel so fat weh =( Shit wehh!! So, starting Monday! GYM!!! Then, study! exam in a week time. I stress ar! So many things to read. sigh! Anyway, anyhow, I still have to face it. Need to throw a lot of efforts in! Gambateh, Lisa! YOU CAN DO IT! *cheers* ;)

Friends for life ◕‿◕

*picture credited by Leverne*

HaeWooooo! hehehe =P 2nd update for the month. 2 more weeks! 2 more weeks! 2 more week! After that 2 week, I'm free for a month before starting my semester 3. Gonna pass up our final assignments tomorrow, and oh, we have 2 more quizzes to do too. Shucks! Almost forgot about that. Hmmm.. You know what,  I'm pretty sure that semester 3 is not gonna be easy either. Too many subjects to handle. I have 7 subjects next semester! 7 SUBJECTS! with assignments and stuff, its gonna be so freaking pack! Even to have just think about it, I feel so damn stress. Sigh. Anyway, we are majoring next semester. So, again.. we gonna be separated!! OH NOOO! =( Some majoring in advertising, some in broadcasting, some in PR&Marketing and as for me, PR&Event Management. Damn! I reli hate saying goodbye. Already got separated with most of my foundation friends and now in degree too? sad case la. Such an awesome classmates, how I wish we don't have to be separated. But I know, that's part of life. so yeah. We'll still be able to meet each other *Ihopeso!* but just that not gonna attend classes together d. hmmm.. Anyhow, GUESS WHAT?! I'm taking Korean Language for next semester as my elective subjects! Woot! Actually, supposedly I'm taking France but I went to D.O and changed to Korean earlier today with some of my besties the moment we heard that Korean Language is being offered as 1 of the elective subjects. For once, I'm happy with the subject that are being offered to us. teehee =P Next up, gonna need to prepare myself for final exam that will be on 23rd of July. It's gonna be another stressful and crazy week for all of us. But first! Imma take a break frm all the stress before start doing revision and get stress up all over again. Just for 1 or 2 day of rest la k? hehe. Alrite, till here thn.. for now.. Gonna try to update more often. I try,k? I try. =P *Cheers* ;)

*picture taken by Rainer*

Welcome back?..again.. LOL! ◕‿◕

Helloooo! =D okok.. I know that I've been abandoned my blog for far too long. My last update was on March weh.. and I'm so sorry for that. It has been a very busy and hectic life. Semester 2 is indeed hardcore. 3 more weeks till semester 2 officially end. Though, I still have 2 more assignments need to be done and submitted. Analyzing journal is one of it. It it something that I really hate doing rite now. Been re-read for dunno how many times d. All the data are so confusing! damn! Actually, I'm still analyzing and doing some editing to it a moment ago but I decided to take a break from it for a while to update my blog instead. So yeah, busy indeed but I guess that's how a student life should be rite? *self-comforting* =P Moving on, there's a lot of things happened in the past few months. Good things, bad things, not so good and not so bad things as well but I cant type it out everything now. I need time to get all the storyline straight. hahahaha. So, I guess I'll do it during my semester break la huh? Still, I'll try to update my blog more often la k? I try! =) As for now, I need to get back to my work. Yes!! work as in continue with that stupid journal! *Stress alert!* Till the next update then. *Cheers!!* *XOXO* =)

*The one thing that matters is effort*

*If you can't excel in talent, triumph with effort*

*Attempt the impossible in order to improve your work*

*The reward of a thing well done is to have actually done it*

*Quality is never an accident; it is always the result of intelligent effort*

Hello 4s! ◕‿◕

Finally!.. Its mineeee! Goodbye Blackberry and hello 4s! Thank you so much dad!.. hehehe.. I was so worried that I couldnt get the white 1 bcz I did ask maxis regarding the availability of the white colour, and they said that they have it but its limited. Actually I went there twice. The first time I couldnt bought it bcz my line is under my dad's, so I have to wait for him to be back to sign some agreement. Still, I managed to booked it though =) Went to the centre at around 10 something in the morning and waited for like 2 hours! The worst part is, its not because of too many ppl but its because of 1 selfish and kiasu fellow.. Damnit la! Keep on calculating there and also discussing for 1 hour plus!! Please la, be moderate a bit can or not?! Its either u buy it or just leave! Any discussion with ur mother or daughter, pls do it at somewhere else. U pissed-off so many other customers, do u noe that?! Asking still ok, but u discuss there for an hour plus is just too much! argg.. My dad got so frustrated waiting for so long, he bought 2 4s.. haha.. One for me and another 1 for himself. I guess, he wanna make it worth to hav been waited for so long..LOL! So now, 3 in the family are using 4s, myself, my dad and my sister! hehe =) Ok then, that's all from me for now.. *cheer* 

Keep calm and carry on ◕‿◕

This post is dedicated to a friend of mine. Hmmm... Believe me when I told u that I actually know how u feel when u face all those things because I've gone through it. Like u, I did feel like giving up but I also know that, if I did, I would regret it for the rest of my life and I never want that to happen. Plus, it would a major waste of time, energy and money. U wouldn't want to disappoint ur parents rite? Therefore, u must not give up, EVER! I believe that u'll manage to handle it. Maybe the surrounding is still new to u, so u cant cope with it perfectly. Give urself some time and I'm positive that u'll be fine. I have faith in u, and I hope that u, urself have faith and believing in urself that u can definitely do well. Since before u're a very hardworking person especially toward things that u're interested in. I can assure u that u're not choosing the wrong choice. I know sometimes u put your expectations way too high, but do u know that high expectation will lead to major disappointment? I'm not saying that u're weak or anything but its just that its better to lower down ur expectation a little bit. I think this is the first time I'm seeing u so frustrated and seriously... u're making me so worry. And btw, I mean it every single things that I've told u yesterday evening. I cant do anything more except be your good listener, listening to every problem that u face. The most I can do is giving u support and believing in u. Friends are forever and I never want to see any of my friends giving up just like that. U need to chill for a while, don't put too much pressure on urself. Rest well and take a good care of urself as well. Most importantly, do not let urself fall sick despite of all the stress that u are facing rite now. Just do ur very best and once everything is done, u'll see that ur hard work paid off. Every hardship u face now will be worth it. Just never ever give up! Take care.. *cheers* =)

*If u never give up, u will be successful*

*The greater the obstacle, the more glory in overcoming it*

*It's okay to struggle, but its never okay to give up on yourself*

*Magic is believing in yourself, if you can do it, you will make anything possible*

*Things will happen in your life that u can't stop, but there is no reason to shut out the world. There's a purpose for the good and for the bad*

Friends for life ◕‿◕

I left my phone at home! D=

Been going through my friends' pictures when we took during our time in foundation. Gosh, I miss that moment so much. Attending class, outing, joke around together. Good old time =) Actually, we're not that close during the first semester during foundation. We got closer during the semester 2 when I started to join Group 2 tutorial class. hehe. Glad to become one of their bestie. =D hmmm... but now, most of them choose UNISA, so we got separated.. but of coz still got contact. They are still my bestie though =) forever will.. I still remember how I first met them and start becoming a very good friends. Basically, our gang edi got separated in 2.. and few of us choose Degree under Taylors maybe bcz of its more specific. Plus I alrd know what I'm interested in. So, I just go for it. However, we manage to have lunch once awhile together when we're in campus. Still keeping in touch with one and another, which is a good thing! hehe.. Besides, I still have my other bestiess from the same gang in Taylors degree.. hehe.. 1 thing for sure, which is.. we are still good friends no matter what! BeSt FrIeNdS FoReVeR! ;) *cheers*

Steamboat-ing with them^^

Wait.. where is Racky?! 

=)

*The medicine of life is to have true friends*

*A friend is someone who lets u have total freedom to be yourself* 

*A real friend is the one who walks in when the rest of the world walk out*

*Good friends are like stars, u don't always see them but u know they are always there* 

Time flies ◕‿◕

Classmates with our one and only Ms. Mary =) - (After the play) -

1 more month till semester start.. kinda fast huh? Time passed when u're having fun. Which mean I'm having fun throughout the sem break? haha.. not reli but sort of.. I'm glad that my semester gonna start soon. I'm pretty sure this 1 month gonna pass real fast as well. *Thats what I'm hoping for* I just couldn't wait to start going classes and also meeting my friends. 4 months being apart from them, miss them so much. I miss waking up early in da morning, rushing to Taylors to fight for the good parking spot as well. uhh... not to forget the jam after the U-turn to Taylors too..Haha, I noe its weird but it sort of became my routine for past a year plus. However I'm so sure that after a few weeks or most probably days when semester start, u gonna see me start complaining about it and when assignments start coming in fast, I'm gonna complain about being stress plus missing my holidays. haha.. Well, thats human, at least, thats what I am. So just bare with me, alrite? hahaha.. So....... what I reli do during this sem break. Unlike most of my friends, they went working as a part timer and I just sitting at home enjoying the holidays I have. Sort of lifeless huh? Well, not reli just sit at home and do nothing of coz =.= Been helping my mom when she needed my help plus spending time with her, become a driver to some ppl, babysit my bro's rabbits and stuff like that.. hahahaha.. So apparently still lifeless la but I'm enjoying it..Now, I only have another month to go to do all those stuff and after that, Imma start my busy busy schedule as a uni's student =)  hehe.. I'm going back to PJ on March 6th to babysit again but this time getting paid of doing it.. Plus, I need to drop by Taylors to pick up my RM200 book voucher which gonna expired on the 31st of March! Need to collect it fast and spend it fast! hahaa. and............ Gonna meet my UNISA's friends as well.. Yipeeee... Miss ya'll like crazy d.. Cant wait for the hang out session... Till here then... Wait for the next update yea =D *Cheers*

I miss sitting by the lake.. very calm and windy there =)

*Don't wait for the prefect moment, take the moment and make it perfect*

*Appreciate what u have before time teaches you to appreciate what u had!*

*Life isn't about just staying dry but its about learning how to play in the rain as well*

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Wooohoooo!!! I finally get it! It's finally mine mine mine! <3 Thank you so much, Racky Lee for accompany me to buy myself this. hehe.. It taste like heaven!!! err, literally of coz. lol. Well, I did bought something else. A scarf from Zara and a bag from Roxy. That was it. Nothing else. Kelana Jaya LRT >> KLCC >> Pavilion >> back to KLCC >> home. A very tiring day indeed. but still.... it was fun. Was supposed to meet the others but some of them are not back yet and some is busy. So end up, only the 2 of us went outing today. Oh well, I'm coming back again on the 6th of March. So gonna meet them at that time.. hehe.. Cant wait.. Miss all of them sooooo muchieeee. ='( Ok then. till here for now. I gotta go and feed Winter. *Cheers* =)

"The best way to pay for a lovely moment is to enjoy it"

"Happiness is a conscious choice, not by automatic response"

"The supreme happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved"

"My satisfaction comes from my commitment to advancing a better world"

Sticky Sticky Stick! Me love Sticky! ◕‿◕

Highly craving for this.. arhhhh... =( I'm so gonna make an effort to get this when I'm back to PJ. Well actually, I'm going back on 21st February..hehe.. Meeting my BFFs. Cant wait to see u guys. Not to forget about Winter as well..lol.. Gonna stay there for 3 to 4 days only as I'm going back there again on the 6th of March to babysit my bro's rabbits! Gosh! 9 rabbits and Winter! Taking care Winter is an easy job. Plus, he's a great companion and also a good bodyguard. The problem is with the rabbits. Giving them food is easy but when it comes to cleaning. Darn! argg.. need to take down 1 cage by 1 cage.. damn heavy! =.= Therefore, I'm not doing it for free.. muahahaha.. My bro promise to pay me to babysit his rabbits.. yipeee! =P So, deal lor...haha..March gonna be a busy month for me. Good! I've been free for months.. So, its time to warm up and get myself busy slowly before starting semester 2 on the first week of April.. Hmmm....and my teeth hurt now=( Cant eat chewy food. Oh well, its a good thing i guess..haha! Okk, till here for now. Gtg shower actually #smelly me =P and then.. bed time! Tired lorhhh.. lol *cheers* =)

*PS: Sorry that this post doesnt include any quotes. No time to browse for it..lol*

Footsteps for today ◕‿◕

Hey ya =) and so, I went to Mahkota Medical Centre for my teeth appointment today. Woke up at 7am and left home around 8smtg, reached at about 9.15am.. Tightening not as painful as the first time but still I can feel the tension on my teeth. Overall, ok I guess. My next appointment is on April 21st. Well, painful or not, diet plan still go on normally! I cant quit halfway.. so yeah. gambateh! =D Oh ya, and the picture above definitely not my teeth.. I grab it somewhere on the internet..lol =P

Uhhhhhhh.... Cha~~ Cha~~ Chatime!! =D Taiwan Mango QQ, my fav! Only God knows how long I've been craving for this wehhh.. and finally its mine! =D orh and have I mention that I love Chatime so and very much?? =P Next up, Imma hunt for Sticky candy!! =) Racky Lee! if u see tis, but somehow I know u will..hehe.. and pls dun pretend as if u dun read my blog alrite?=P u gotta need to accompany me to hunt for Sticky sticky sticky candy kk? coz u promise me that u will! nyehehe =P

Vincci sent me a RM40 voucher last few days and I used it to buy myself a new pair of shoes! =D yay! ok, It looks kinda dark in the picture but real 1 looks so much better, brighter and cuter! LOL! Plus, its a very comfy princess shoe indeed and I only have to top up another RM9 for it =) U know wat? its that last pair with my size! =D Cant wait to wear it.. hehe.. Alrighty then... that is all from me for today.. *cheers* 

"Nothing can bring your happiness but yourself"

"Nobody really cares if u're miserable, so u might as well be happy"

"Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only u, yourself know whats best for u"

2012 first update..LOL! ◕‿◕

I'm back! lol.. So sorry coz I've been ditching my blog for quite some time.. err,ok..for a very long time.. My last post was on August, 2011! Pretty long huh? I guess blogging still isnt my thing and Im so sorry for that.. haha.. Tried my best to blog but I just couldnt.. Got no topic to blog about and sometimes even though I hav a topic to blog about, I choose not to.. Too private till to share it out.. I dont want to offend or worst hurt anyone.. I'm having my sem break rite now.. and believe it or not, its freaking 4 months holiday! =D Yea, I'm happy and at the same time sad.. and to tell you the truth, I miss my friends especially my BFF at Uni. Cant wait to see them when I get back to PJ. Well, too much holidays quite bad actually. Many things happen when I'm too free and got nothing else to do. Both good and bad things. I cried, I laugh, I have fun, and sometimes I just couldnt be bothered. For every decision or choices I made, I never stop praying and hoping that I was making the right thing. I'm tired of making mistakes and letting myself suffer in the end. I know that we learn from mistakes, but  still... we cant afford making mistakes every single time, isn't it? and I'm proud to say that I'm moving on. She's right, me and him are from a very different background and there's nothing else can we do change it. Its either we moved on, or suffer.. Its just too difficult to cope with it. So, finally done huh? Keep moving forward and never look back ever again! That's wat exactly imma do =)

"I see a new me in the near future"

"A new day, a new sun rise, a new blessing"

"Everyday is the opportunity to reach the goal"

"The thing about new beginning is that they require something else to end"

Notice anything new about the latest me?? hehe =P So obvious lo.. I've perm my hair! and yes, I'm wearing braces as well. My 2012 look =) orh.. and tmr gonna go tighten my braces.. haihh.. another week of eating porridge. hmm.. but some ppl said wont feel as pain as the first time.. Dunno la.. if its hurt like the first time, then its my opportunity to diet! hehehehe.. ok, got to go.. Till here then.. byeee ~~~