Hang in There ◕‿◕

I need to be distracted for a while as I only had 2 hours of sleep yesterday night and I'm so freaking sleepy right now. Hence, I'm gonna update my blog. 31st March 2014 is my last day of internship then I'm back to Taylors. Gosh, I miss study life so much right now. I even miss doing assignments even though it can be very stressful sometimes. I miss all our bffs, classmates and coursemates. Trust me when I said that I'm gonna appreciate my final semester in Taylors once I'm done with my internship. Heck, I already missed my first week of my final semester. oh well. No one going for the first week also. lol

So many things happened recently. The status is getting bad. Ok, maybe I sucks in time management. I still failed to allocate my time so certain people that's important in my life. I didn't mean to make anyone feels abandoned or what-so-ever. I even abandoned my social life. I got no life in the past 3 months as well. I even missed my family outings. Sigh. Just let me get my internship over with and I'll be getting back my social life and time. I still know what's my priorities. So, bear with me please. Few more days to go.

I miss everyone! ='(

Uni life is still the best. Cant wait to be back.

Photo session during our video shoot for assignment

What we always do during class. Camwhore! oh how I miss Racky and Leverne so much now. Faster come back from UK laaa ='(

*Fingers-crossed* ◕‿◕

It has been tough for the past few days. Issue after issue came hitting me. Worst part is before I managed to settle one, another 1 came. Gosh! oh well. I'm glad that it's settled now. I'll just gonna take and look at the positive sides of it. I still believe that things happened for a reason or reasons. After what we gone through, I'm positive that we gonna stay stronger. Managed to talk things out over the weekend. Let's just hope that things will get better. Eventually, I know that it will be better. Mom called yesterday night when I was with him. It was quite late during that time and she got worried why am I not home yet till I told her that I was with him. It's good to know that she doesn't worried much about me when I'm with him. Well, I still have the flow to follow now I guess. A flow that non of us know where it will lead us to. Only 1 thing that I hope for, which is I want everything to go well and things will turn out to be the best not only for me but also for the people that I truly love and cares about. People come and go in life. It's hard to find someone that will stay with you and always be there for you when you need them the most. You might think that they will always be there for u, but in the end they might be the one who hurt you the most. It's just the matter of time for you to be able to see who's in your life that's really cares for you and worth for fighting for. As for now, just enjoy your life to the fullest and screwed those who are not even worth to even be part of your life. *cheers*

"A positive mind will give you a positive life"

"When you focus on positive things, you pushed your mind in a positive direction"

"A positive attitude may not solve every problem, but it makes solving every problem a more pleasant experience"

Confession of an intern ◕︵◕

2 more weeks.. 2 more weeks.. 2 more weeks.. Then I'm back to Taylor's for my final semester. I miss Taylor's, I miss my life as a student. I miss all my friends there. I miss skipping classes. I miss rushing for assignments, I miss all the food there. YES! Even the food that I used to get so sick of it as well. Now, I understand why people been telling me again and again to appreciate my study life as I'm definitely going to miss it. It's true. In working life, you have to deal with all sort of issues no matter you like it or not. The overload stress will never stop haunting you. You don't even have a life when u enter working life. You don't even have time for yourself. How sad is that? Student on the other hand is totally different thing. You will only be busy and stress when you are rushing for assignments deadline and of course during exam. Most of the time, you will still be able to enjoy life and hang out with your friends. Even as an intern, I don't have much time to do my own personal things. I dont have time to even shop! I dont even have time to go back Melaka and accompany my mom there. I used to go back every weekend but now, hmmm once in every 2 to 3 weeks. Everyone that I used to hang out with, starts to complain that I don't have time for them anymore. How to spend time with them, when I don't even have time for myself? So sad. Anywayyyyy… doesnt matter. 2 more weeks! Then back to Taylors, back to gym, back to hula hoop days, and… back start dieting back. Why? Coz I think I've gained weight! and I dun hav time to go to the gym when I'm supposed to work. April 2014 Target; I need to lose a min of 5KG more! I want a smaller waist. I want flatter tummy. I don't want belly fat. I need my determination back. I did it once and I believe that I can definitely do it again! Jia you ba! *Cheers*

Keep calm, stay calm ◕‿◕

It's been a while since I last update my blog. I know that I've been using that statement everytime I update my blog and followed by "I was busy" LOL. I am busy la, okay. So..what to update? Hmm.. Semester 5 ended a month plus a go and I'm pretty satisfied with my result. I was just expecting to just pass my Financial PR paper but I got more than that, which I'm so thankful for. What's more important is that I managed to maintain my CGPA! That late night studying and waking up very early in the morning just to study did paid off! Not to forget the days when I was rushing for assignments deadline. All those sleepless night. phew! Survived for another semester! *yeay*  

*Formula for success: rise early, work hard, strike oil*

*It's hard to beat a person who never gives up*

*Nothing worth having comes easy*

Semester 6 on the other hand is in progress. Internship. sigh. The first company was a total screwed up but we managed to change our internship placement on time still. and yes, Nora and I did went to the same company for our internship, just like how we planned it to be. haha. We have roughly a month more to go before our internship period end. Mom had been complaining A LOT about me not spending much time with her anymore since I start doing my internship. sigh. Its has been 3 weeks I skipped my weekend with her. We used to go shopping and spend time together every weekend. I'm sorry, mummy. I'm coming back this week to spend time with you, okay? I promise *smile* 

"Never forget 3 person in you life - 1. Who helped you in bad situation, 2. Who left you in bad situation, 3. Who put you in bad situation"

"Be thankful for all the difficult people in your life and learn from them as they have shown you exactly who you do not want to be"

"If you keep sending away every person who challenges you, you'll never grow. Some people are in your life to sharpen you"

"Maybe it's not life that sucks. Maybe it's just the people that you let in your life that sucks"

"Worry about the important people in your life, fcuk the one who wastes your time"

5th March 2014. 561 days. A lot of ups and downs. AND I mean really A LOT! until to the extend that I dun even know what else should I do. Don't even know what should I expect anymore. For something that I once believe and want for, slowly fading away. There this person been telling me to just go with the flow. Yea, I guess I should really do that now. I'm still trying though. Still trying to be and to stay positive because of the things that I once believe. I understand that everyone has their very own flaw. No one is perfect but…. I dun even know what to say anymore la coz I know that I'm not perfect also and tht I have flaw. Okay, nevermind. Just forget about it. My relationship has always been so complicated. wtheck la. sigh. Things that I go through for the person I love. Things that I do for the person I love. Things that I'm willing to face for the person I love. Macam yes huh? Memang yes! It takes time, but you can definitely notice it one day, u'll see. 

"Good relationship don't just happen. They take time, patience and two people who truly want to be together"

"It's not what I feel for you; its what I don't feel for anyone else but you"

"Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eyes"

Year 3, Semester 5, Hectic!

Semester 5, year 3 just started a week ago and on the first week itself, I alrd feel stress. I know that every semester I said that its gonna b tough, gonna b hectic, and how Im gonna survive that sem. Well, u know what? this semester it got worst! First of all, the assignments! So many proposal need to be done and journals need to b read. Then, the lecturers! OmGOSH! Y r some of the so strict and given us a sense of threat on the first class itself?! Giving us so much pressure without even starting the syllabus. Wahh! (*clap*) This seriously sucks! The credit hours for all the subjects rather high. sigh.. I don't want my pointer to drop, I seriously don't. Its so hard to keep n maintaining it weh! Study harder? Double up effort? Manage your time wisely? Gosh, how I wish that it is as simple as how u say it out. Year 3 is not gonna b easy. I still have a total of 2 more semesters excluding this sem, which also include my internship and after that, I'm gonna graduate! Sigh Sigh Sigh!! I know that there's no easy way out in order to be success in life. You just gotta work hard in order to earn it! Next to studying is work! Then again, you need to work hard in order to b a successful in ur career. Gosh.. never ending of hectic life. oh well, I guess thats life. You still need to go through it and work hard anyway if u're aiming for a bright future. I hope I'm strong enough to fight in this semester. 

~ I can do it! (*positive aura*) (*stay positive*) >< ~

What a day! ◕‿◕

Exhausted! Spend the whole day in Melaka today. Been eating and eating and eating! Gosh, now I feel fat! Just gonna ignore that part and gonna go on diet next week? >< Anyway..... how was my day? Hurmm, great! LOL! Went for a movie and shopping! Gosh, I don't even remembered when was my last shopping spree. So, we watched a Thailand's ghost movie, called Last Summer and to me it was so-so only. I don't really get it though, not only the ending but also the whole plot. A lot of questions running in my mind regarding it. If you ask me, I'll say The Conjuring is a much better horror movie so far. Scary enough and understandable, even my grandpa say so. And YES! My grandpa watched ghost movie in the cinema with us. He got scared but still act cool. LOL! Cute grandpa indeed. Ok, I know that I've been eating a lil' bit too much today but I guess it alrite? Coz I've satisfied a numbers of craving! hahahah. Eat today, diet tmr! yes pls! *fingers-crossed* I hope my plan wont fail me. Ok, Imma post what I ate here. heh =P 

Blackball dessert! Sis got to go to her shop, so while waiting for her, I made this! Oh the goodness of the grass jelly icy flavored. Imagine the coolness and freshness of it on the hot day. Yumm! =D

Movie started at 1.45pm. Mum crave for popcorns so she bought large 1 and shared among us. Taste the caramel, its irresistible!

Starbucks as teatime. Personal favorite Green Tea frap with java chip! The bomb! Oh and the cake, well, not that good though. It was dry n hard =/

Last but not least, last meal of the day, Satay Celup! A year plus I've not been eating this and I seriously missed this! Fully satisfying! Still, someone still owe my this. I'm still waiting though! *wink*

Uh and btw, I managed to buy 2 blouses! Craving satisfied and I have new clothes to wear! And, I finally found a file that I always wanted. Been searching for it dunno for how long and I finally found it! OK! I'm a happy child now! haha. I guess shopping is still women/girls best friend. *FeelingGlad* =D

Happy 54th Birthday, Mum! ◕‿◕

안녕 ! =) So, its 29th August today and.... its my mummy's birthday! I was supposed to be home from KL earlier today but then, something came out n delayed it. Had to attend class just now. My holiday? Well, ended just like that. Fast huh? Event subject started a week earlier than the rest of the subject. Why don't they just start on the same week!? Makes it easier laa.. haish! The last paper to sit for the exam and the first subject to start in every sem! I am not happy about it! =( The subject makes me feel even worst. Live event project! Its a Live Event Project subject! Trust me, this is not gonna be simple! haih! Another stress and hectic semester. Despite from this, I still have 4 more subjects which sound really tough. Gosh! Just pray that I'll survive this and that I manage to maintain my CGPA *Fingers-crossed*

*Alrite, back to the main topic, Mummy's bday!*

Ok, before I drove back hometown, I stopped by Free Mori and bought a bday's cake for my mum. Bought a coffee flavored cakes as my mum loves coffee and the coffee aroma of the cake was really irresistible. Even I got tempted. lol. Mum was about to go out when I finally reached home. So I took the opportunity to hide the cake in the fridge as soon as she went out and I even make a cheesecakes. Couldn't eat it yet though, still in the fridge. Anyway, we managed to surprise her as soon as the clock strike 12am! She alrd in her room. We lighted the candles and sing her a birthday song as soon as she opened the door. Yeah! We did surprise her! haha. Happy birthday, Mummy! We all love you and thanks for everything that u've done for us. Muacks! 

*PS : Ate the cake, then only realize that I forgot to take a picture of it! Im sorry =(*

*GoOdNiTe*